been so goddamned social lately

heyyyyy

sorry for the literal month lapse, not that that’s the worst thing

so my main thing lately is that my mental health has improved drastically. much more happy and activated. part of what’s helped with that has been putting all sorts of concerts and trips on my calendar with people old and new. i really just need to fill my life with more and different people. was getting very tunnel vision about it and it led me to fixation and whatnot.

but yeah, that’s why it’s been a while since i updated ya…

now i actually feel pretty unstoppable. so that’s good. also turned 30 last wednesday

anyway, the album is so fucking close. there are some major updates i’ve yet to share in an update, but have been posting uploads as they’ve occurred…

first thing is AJ Crew’s verse on Patient Role. Wow, I love it so much. He just sounds so cool and plays with timing so much so that it feels pretty offhanded and conversational…wild

then, there’s this song whose demo was called Dope Seapunk, then called Gonna Fall Out, now called Tourniquet. It feels pretty fucking done to me except i may redo the opening vocals. otherwise loving it

then there’s mechanical heartbeat…holy shit, this song has never felt quite right to me until tonight when i redid all the bass and added some weirdo little touches. it just feels overloaded and lush and like every song on Good Weird crammed together which is more or less what I was going for. so so so relieved to no longer wonder about this song

-jesse